Ok...............So I found the perfect song for my life!
Artist: Erika Jo
Album: Erika Jo
Title: Go
Sweaty hands,quicksand
Know I should,but I'm scared I can't
It's a big move,everything to lose
What if it's nothing like the way I planned
What if,what if I fall
What if chasing my dreams just chasing my tail
Do I listen to the voice telling me to stay
Or listen to the voice that's screaming out
Go
Just go
Just go with your heart
Go with the flow
There's only on way you're ever gonna know
Go
This town,safe and sound
Already know my way around
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Got a few good friends and few good men
That'll buy me flowers and take me out
What if,what if I stay
Do I really want to spend the rest of my days
On a dead end street in a dead in job
I could live like that,but my dreams won't stop
Go
Just go
Just go with your heart
Go with the flow
There's only on way you're ever gonna know
Go
Just forget it
Everybody said it
But I know I'd regret it if I didn't
Go,just go
This is HOW I FEEL!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel like I am at a dead end in the road. I hate this feeling. I am so excited about having another baby and getting to hold him in my arms but, I am also wanting to be more than just a housewife. I am so unhappy in my marriage. I love him. Don't get me wrong but, he has gotten so freaking nasty lately. UGH! Something has to give! It's going to be me one day up and leaving with 3 kids. On my own! Making it as a single Mom. I am better off that way anyways.........
It's scary. Damn! I shudder to think of his Mama!
Damn to hell if I would ever make H feel he needs up my ass at age 40!
Maybe things will turn around for you soon. I'm crossing my finger for ya!